Two years and counting..........
Jennifer you are still in our thoughts and prayers.
Lord, please bring her home to her family and friends and let the truth be shown for all to see.
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
Thursday, February 4, 2010
Still waiting................
Another Thanksgiving and Christmas have come and gone, but Jennifer is still nowhere to be found. I would imagine that this was an exceptionally hard time for her children, parents, other family members and friends.
If there is anyone at all out there that reads this blog, and you know something......anything at all about Jennifer's disappearance, please contact the Madison County Sheriff's Dept. Just put yourself in the shoes of her children, parents, family members and friends. If Jennifer was one of your loved-ones, wouldn't you want someone to speak out and possibly give you the closure that this family so desperately needs.
If there is anyone at all out there that reads this blog, and you know something......anything at all about Jennifer's disappearance, please contact the Madison County Sheriff's Dept. Just put yourself in the shoes of her children, parents, family members and friends. If Jennifer was one of your loved-ones, wouldn't you want someone to speak out and possibly give you the closure that this family so desperately needs.
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Just a note to say.........
Jennifer, you are still thought about each and every day. We will never forget you and we will never stop putting your name and face out there, until you are found and brought home to those that love you.
Friday, July 31, 2009
Have You Ever Wondered..............
Have you ever wondered what goes thru the mind of a killer? Due to the fact that I used to work for a criminal defense attorney, that had also been the D.A. for a number years, prior to my employment with him, I was faced with having to think about this daily.
I worked a number of major murder cases with this attorney, as well as helping with research on capital murder cases that he was compiling for several books. Things that I learned about the criminal mind astounded me.
I learned for example, that there are those that kill, simply for the thrill of killing. These people are usually known for serial killings or mass murders. I learned that there are those that kill as a means of self-survival. These are people that are threatened, or their families are threatened with harm or death at that vital moment. I learned that there are people that kill in the spur of the moment, either for what is known as a "crime of passion", or because things simply got out of hand at the moment. These are people that kill because they feel that they have been pushed to the edge by a loved one, or simply got backed into a corner, with what they felt was no way out.
I know that Jennifer is dead. There is no other excuse for her not contacting her mother and children. There is no other excuse for her simply vanishing in the middle of the night. We have talked to many people that knew Jennifer personally for years. Each and every one of them have told us the exact same thing......Jennifer's children were her life and she would never have willingly just walked away from them for ANY reason. They have told us that the few times that Jennifer did leave her husband, that her children were always taken with her.
To me, this indicates that Jennifer was either a victim of a "crime of passion", or a crime that involved someone feeling that they had been backed into a corner with no way out. Due to the fact that Jennifer was such a small woman, I highly doubt that she had made anyone feel that they had been backed into a corner. Therefore, that leaves her being the victim of a crime of passion.
Please note that the things that I am about to write are only my feelings and observations concerning Jennifer's disappearance. They are not facts, simply my opinion of what may have happened to her.
In my opinion, Jennifer was not killed by simply a friend or acquaintance. I do not think that she was killed by a drug dealer that she owed money to. I truly believe that Jennifer was killed by someone close to her. Whether it was a deliberate premeditated murder, or a crime of passion....we will never know for sure. We can never know for sure, because Jennifer is not here to tell her side of the story about what happened in those early morning hours of July 12, 2008. Only the person that took her life is left to tell the story.
You have to wonder just how the person that took her life is carrying on in their day to day life. Are they simply going along as though they did nothing, with no remorse or guilt? OR, are the sins of their deeds living in their mind each and every day, each and every minute of the day? Do they think about the daughter and mother whose life they took? Do they think about how her mother must feel knowing that she will never see her daughter's face or hear her laughter again in this life time? Do they think about how her children must feel? They no longer have a mother there to greet them when they come home from school. They no longer have a mother there to listen to their problems. They no longer have a mother there to plan birthday parties and share in another year passed with them. They have no mother to decorate the Christmas tree and make sure that those special gifts that they wanted so badly are under the tree. They have no mother that will be there when they graduate from school. They have no mother to be there when they marry. Her daughters have no mother to be there when their children are born. They have no mother to simply say "I love you" to them, for no reason other than that she did love them.
Unfortunately, her children will probably go thru life believing that their mother did NOT love them and just walked away. Can you imagine how any child would feel, thinking that their very own mother did not love them or want them?
I sincerely hope that the person that took Jennifer from the people that loved and needed her, think about how she looked at the very moment the life drained from her body. I hope that they remember her face and her last words to them. I hope that they get to the point that they will no longer be able to function as a happy, normal person. I hope that Jennifer's face and voice haunts their sleep until they are unable to sleep. I hope that Jennifer's face and voice haunts their daily life, until they are unable to work.
As I have said before, I wonder if the person who killed Jennifer thinks that they will be given any mercy when they have to stand before God on their day of judgment. They can lie to humans and sometimes get away with it. However, you can never lie to God. He knows everything that you do and everything that you think. Do you honestly think that He will look at you when you stand before Him and believe your lies about her death and your part in it? It is not my place to judge you.....however I truly believe that He will cast you away from Him and that you will pay for all eternity for your part in Jennifer's death. The punishment that you would receive here on this earth and in this lifetime, is nothing compared to the punishment that God is able to pass down on your soul.
My greatest hope is that they will be man enough to stand up and admit to what they have done to this beautiful mother of 3. I sincerely hope that they do not choose to take the cowards way out, and end their own life. If they do decide that they cannot live with themself and try to take the cowards way out, I hope that they will at least have the decency to leave a letter telling what happened to Jennifer and where her remains can be found. They at least owe this to her mother and children.
Jennifer's family has spent over a year wondering who killed her and where she is at. The very least that someone could do, is to put them out of their misery and allow them to know where she is, so that they can bring her home and give her the decent Christian burial that she deserves.
I worked a number of major murder cases with this attorney, as well as helping with research on capital murder cases that he was compiling for several books. Things that I learned about the criminal mind astounded me.
I learned for example, that there are those that kill, simply for the thrill of killing. These people are usually known for serial killings or mass murders. I learned that there are those that kill as a means of self-survival. These are people that are threatened, or their families are threatened with harm or death at that vital moment. I learned that there are people that kill in the spur of the moment, either for what is known as a "crime of passion", or because things simply got out of hand at the moment. These are people that kill because they feel that they have been pushed to the edge by a loved one, or simply got backed into a corner, with what they felt was no way out.
I know that Jennifer is dead. There is no other excuse for her not contacting her mother and children. There is no other excuse for her simply vanishing in the middle of the night. We have talked to many people that knew Jennifer personally for years. Each and every one of them have told us the exact same thing......Jennifer's children were her life and she would never have willingly just walked away from them for ANY reason. They have told us that the few times that Jennifer did leave her husband, that her children were always taken with her.
To me, this indicates that Jennifer was either a victim of a "crime of passion", or a crime that involved someone feeling that they had been backed into a corner with no way out. Due to the fact that Jennifer was such a small woman, I highly doubt that she had made anyone feel that they had been backed into a corner. Therefore, that leaves her being the victim of a crime of passion.
Please note that the things that I am about to write are only my feelings and observations concerning Jennifer's disappearance. They are not facts, simply my opinion of what may have happened to her.
In my opinion, Jennifer was not killed by simply a friend or acquaintance. I do not think that she was killed by a drug dealer that she owed money to. I truly believe that Jennifer was killed by someone close to her. Whether it was a deliberate premeditated murder, or a crime of passion....we will never know for sure. We can never know for sure, because Jennifer is not here to tell her side of the story about what happened in those early morning hours of July 12, 2008. Only the person that took her life is left to tell the story.
You have to wonder just how the person that took her life is carrying on in their day to day life. Are they simply going along as though they did nothing, with no remorse or guilt? OR, are the sins of their deeds living in their mind each and every day, each and every minute of the day? Do they think about the daughter and mother whose life they took? Do they think about how her mother must feel knowing that she will never see her daughter's face or hear her laughter again in this life time? Do they think about how her children must feel? They no longer have a mother there to greet them when they come home from school. They no longer have a mother there to listen to their problems. They no longer have a mother there to plan birthday parties and share in another year passed with them. They have no mother to decorate the Christmas tree and make sure that those special gifts that they wanted so badly are under the tree. They have no mother that will be there when they graduate from school. They have no mother to be there when they marry. Her daughters have no mother to be there when their children are born. They have no mother to simply say "I love you" to them, for no reason other than that she did love them.
Unfortunately, her children will probably go thru life believing that their mother did NOT love them and just walked away. Can you imagine how any child would feel, thinking that their very own mother did not love them or want them?
I sincerely hope that the person that took Jennifer from the people that loved and needed her, think about how she looked at the very moment the life drained from her body. I hope that they remember her face and her last words to them. I hope that they get to the point that they will no longer be able to function as a happy, normal person. I hope that Jennifer's face and voice haunts their sleep until they are unable to sleep. I hope that Jennifer's face and voice haunts their daily life, until they are unable to work.
As I have said before, I wonder if the person who killed Jennifer thinks that they will be given any mercy when they have to stand before God on their day of judgment. They can lie to humans and sometimes get away with it. However, you can never lie to God. He knows everything that you do and everything that you think. Do you honestly think that He will look at you when you stand before Him and believe your lies about her death and your part in it? It is not my place to judge you.....however I truly believe that He will cast you away from Him and that you will pay for all eternity for your part in Jennifer's death. The punishment that you would receive here on this earth and in this lifetime, is nothing compared to the punishment that God is able to pass down on your soul.
My greatest hope is that they will be man enough to stand up and admit to what they have done to this beautiful mother of 3. I sincerely hope that they do not choose to take the cowards way out, and end their own life. If they do decide that they cannot live with themself and try to take the cowards way out, I hope that they will at least have the decency to leave a letter telling what happened to Jennifer and where her remains can be found. They at least owe this to her mother and children.
Jennifer's family has spent over a year wondering who killed her and where she is at. The very least that someone could do, is to put them out of their misery and allow them to know where she is, so that they can bring her home and give her the decent Christian burial that she deserves.
Monday, July 13, 2009
One year and still waiting...........
Yesterday marked the one year anniversary since Jennifer disappeared. One year of 3 children not knowing where their mother is, or what has happened to her. One year of them possibly thinking that their mother did not love them enough to stay with them. One year of questions that have yet to be answered.
I have personally talked to people that have known Jennifer for many years. Every single one of them have told me that they know for a fact, that her children were the most important thing in her life and that she would have never willingly just walked away from them. Every single one of them have told me that she loved her children more than life itself. Every single one of them have told me that Jennifer personally told them just how unhappy she was in her marriage.
If Jennifer has told so many people the same thing at different times, it is impossible that they are all lying. They could not have possibly gotten together and said,"OK, if anyone asks this is what we say.". Why is this so impossible? Because some of these people do not even know each other personally.
Someone very close to Jennifer knows what has happened to her. Someone very close to Jennifer knows exactly where she is. Someone very close to Jennifer knows that she did not just get up in the middle of the night and walk away from her home and children, leaving her medications, her wallet containing all of her personal identification, her cigarettes and Heaven only knows what other personal items. Someone very close to Jennifer has to live every day with the fact that they are holding this information inside. They have to live with the fact that her children are suffering on a daily basis. They have to live with the fact, that no matter what they may do, her children are NEVER going to forget their mother and they are never going to stop wondering where she is and what has happened to her.
Jennifer's children will someday be adults. When they become adults, who is to say that they are not going to wage an all out investigation into their mother's disappearance? What is going to happen when they find out what did happen to her? Does the person holding the information that they need, think that they will be forgiven for taking the one person away from them that they so desperately needed while they were growing up? Do they think that they will be forgiven for taking Jennifer from her children's graduations, weddings and the birth of their children......her grandchildren?
I for one, hope that Jennifer's face and voice haunts the person that has taken her from her children. I hope that her face and voice haunts them at every turn, whether they be sleeping, working, playing, taking a shower, or whatever else they may do throughout their day. I hope that Jennifer's face and voice haunts them for the remainder of their days on this earth. Do they think that God will show them more mercy than they showed to Jennifer, when they stand before Him on their day of judgment? They really need to think about that...........
Jennifer, you may be gone......but you will never be forgotten.
I have personally talked to people that have known Jennifer for many years. Every single one of them have told me that they know for a fact, that her children were the most important thing in her life and that she would have never willingly just walked away from them. Every single one of them have told me that she loved her children more than life itself. Every single one of them have told me that Jennifer personally told them just how unhappy she was in her marriage.
If Jennifer has told so many people the same thing at different times, it is impossible that they are all lying. They could not have possibly gotten together and said,"OK, if anyone asks this is what we say.". Why is this so impossible? Because some of these people do not even know each other personally.
Someone very close to Jennifer knows what has happened to her. Someone very close to Jennifer knows exactly where she is. Someone very close to Jennifer knows that she did not just get up in the middle of the night and walk away from her home and children, leaving her medications, her wallet containing all of her personal identification, her cigarettes and Heaven only knows what other personal items. Someone very close to Jennifer has to live every day with the fact that they are holding this information inside. They have to live with the fact that her children are suffering on a daily basis. They have to live with the fact, that no matter what they may do, her children are NEVER going to forget their mother and they are never going to stop wondering where she is and what has happened to her.
Jennifer's children will someday be adults. When they become adults, who is to say that they are not going to wage an all out investigation into their mother's disappearance? What is going to happen when they find out what did happen to her? Does the person holding the information that they need, think that they will be forgiven for taking the one person away from them that they so desperately needed while they were growing up? Do they think that they will be forgiven for taking Jennifer from her children's graduations, weddings and the birth of their children......her grandchildren?
I for one, hope that Jennifer's face and voice haunts the person that has taken her from her children. I hope that her face and voice haunts them at every turn, whether they be sleeping, working, playing, taking a shower, or whatever else they may do throughout their day. I hope that Jennifer's face and voice haunts them for the remainder of their days on this earth. Do they think that God will show them more mercy than they showed to Jennifer, when they stand before Him on their day of judgment? They really need to think about that...........
Jennifer, you may be gone......but you will never be forgotten.
Friday, June 12, 2009
11 months and counting.............
It sure doesn't seem like it's been 11 months...almost a whole year since Jennifer went missing. It is such a shame that this lovely young mother has still not been found, or heard from after all this time.
Thoughts and prayers go out to her children, family and friends. May God hold you close in his peace and love.
Thoughts and prayers go out to her children, family and friends. May God hold you close in his peace and love.
Thursday, March 12, 2009
8 Months and counting...........
Today marks the 8th month anniversary of Jennifer's disappearance. There still has been no word from her. There still have no sightings of her.
If anyone knows anything at all, no matter how small or insignificant you may think that it is......please contact the Madison County Sheriff's Dept. This beautiful young woman is a wife, mother, daughter and friend. Everyone that knows and loves her, has the right to know what has happened to her.
If this were your daughter, wife, mother, sister or friend......what would you do?
If anyone knows anything at all, no matter how small or insignificant you may think that it is......please contact the Madison County Sheriff's Dept. This beautiful young woman is a wife, mother, daughter and friend. Everyone that knows and loves her, has the right to know what has happened to her.
If this were your daughter, wife, mother, sister or friend......what would you do?
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